Anything you attempt to do to prove God, his existence, or anything about him will ultimately fail.
The one true God and creator.
The one who loved wretched humanity so much that he sent his perfect son, the price of peace and ambassador representing all the glory and power of the universe.
He will NEVER be proven or allow his glory to be revealed by any lowly earth mortal.
EVERYONE believes they are serving some great God or worthy godly purpose.
In fact I would say even the person that would wish to end their own life believes they are being of service by ending their earthy existence.
After all, what do sinners do? They commit sins, they cause pain, they create suffering, bring about more and more life of and into sin and just perpetuate the sin problem.
Think about it. The mind of the suicidal person. Do you really need a note? I think the statement is clear; “You’re right. I’m trash, I’m a sinner, I’m worthless. I so agree that I deserve death that, you know what? Here. Let me do that, we don’t need to even burden the judgment and legal process with the task, cost and time of ending my rampage of awful, here…” click, done.
Seriously, you don’t need to wonder what was wrong, why they did it. If there was no clear communication or message along with they act of why, THAT’S THE MESSAGE! Self convicted sinner. Executed. Don’t torment yourself over someone else’s decision. Admire their sacrifice. Recognize the intent! That’s the least you can do. You aren’t their judge! Your survival and personal obligation to yourself is no different because they aren’t alive anymore.
Don’t take the most obvious conclusion and be a victim of sin yourself!
What do I mean you ask? Well it’s very easy to become the victim of a suicide. There’s this idea that if they had really cared and loved you they could never have done that. The TEMPTATION to take their act personally is a slippery slope down to a treacherous cliff. Only on your delusion was life going to beso much more perfect with that person rowing your boat down the river of life. Poor you left to burden and hurt because he or she is gone now and oh woe is me. What will I do without my (insert name here).
Seriously? This trap and others like it is what people are left with. We are so sinful and selfish that a person killed in the act of trying to kill our enemies is a hero. But a self convicted and contentious sinner who believes the lies whispered and screamed in so many different ways that they are compelled and actually have the courage to carry out personal execution is considered the worst of evil unforgivable sinners possible? Really? Why is that? They couldn’t stand to live with themselves. But by ending their own life, somehow they are awful and their life shouldn’t matter, should go unacknowledged, because of the wrong they did to you or some other humanity?
That’s twisted. The whole situation wreaks of sin, conspiracy and manipulation. The whole thing, it just stinks the most rotten disgusting stench you could imagine possible.
We’ll never get over it.
Not without help.
But “wait” you say? Maybe you’re thinking “God helps those that help themselves”. Really? You want to go to some over simplified idea like that?
Or maybe this; “God helps you where you are but he doesn’t leave you there.” Really? So God’s going to make you follow him? Right. No, wait. God doesn’t just knock, he’ll huff, puff, break your door down, throw you over his shoulder and drag you to oxygen tanks, sponge baths and an all you can eat 24 hour open buffet. Right?
Sorry, sarcasm over.
I’m not about to brow beat you into understanding and believing this. All of life is rhetoric. It’s up to you to wade through the mud to find something solid and worthy of standing on and for.
Help can come in many different forms, but let me leave you with this…
Seeing the crowds, he went up on the mountain, and he sat and taught them, saying:
“Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted.
Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied.
Blessed are the merciful, for they shall receive mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons of God.
Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are you when others revile you and persecute you and utter all kinds of evil against you falsely on my account.
Rejoice and be glad! For your reward is great in heaven. In the same way they persecuted the prophets who went before you.”
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